Depression

As the basketball game turned out losing, my mood was down for couple of days. I did not even turned up for the weekly basketball training and my teammates started worrying about me.

In all of my memories, we lost games before too. But not losing in this way. Challenging someone who is more skillful than you is tough nad sometimes you might lose out. However playing games with people whose more skillful would help us in great improvement. But losing like this is absoultely different.

For days, I starred at my basketball. Holding it infront of the mirror, asking myself. " What you meant to me? What is the reason you lost that game?" I wondered...

Around 5pm, I walked down the street and stopped infront of a street basketball court. There were a few kids playing there... looking enjoyed. Out of a sudden, I saw the old me, just simple enjoying basketball. Yes! That is the reason why I play basketball and what it meant to me! It is just simply because I enjoy playing it!

From then, I regained my feelings about basketball. And I also realise that being simply enjoy something is not something simple to do.